The Sign that He is not For You, Yet
I've been in a complicated relationship since the late 2014. I've gone through upside down with him. Break up then in love again then break up again. It's just like a cicle. And the most important is that it's always him who did it. After break up I always feel like a desperate woman, unworthy, unhappy. But, I don't know why, I keep going back to him, and he always like that, sometimes hot and sometimes cold. I don't understand my self at all. When I am with him, I always feel the neediness, to be around him, I feel like I can't live without him. I feel weak, and reckless. I don't know whether he loves me or not, or it just because of he feel pity of me. He never like my parents, and he never try to make a further step, he just want to do what he likes to do. I always feel unindependent around him. My dreams become unimportant anymore when I'm with him. We have different view about life, about relationship, and everything. I always loo